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Today I did not want to get up. The bed was so comfortable. H is off work this whole week before his OE and all I want to do is stay home with him.

My job is killing me. All I do is sit at my computer for 9 1/2 hours. I can't wait to (hopefully) move to San Antonio where we can have a nice house and I can get a part-time retail job instead of sitting at a desk all day, rotting away.

We are planning on going to SA this weekend to visit and see if we like it. I am nervous. I want to love it and I am scared that we will hate it. I don't want to hate it because if we do that means I guess we are staying here in SJ although I think we will still keep looking until we find the perfect place for us to put down roots. H says Florida but I am not sure I like Florida.

My frustration right now is that I can't see into the future (dumb, right?). I am impatient. I know that God has the perfect plan for us and wants us to be happy and content. I have felt content before and I would like to get back to that point. The only things I am not content with right now are my job and living in SJ.